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Februari och ett nytt ljus silar in genom de stora och djupa f\u00f6nstren i det vita huset av sten. Det landar p\u00e5 tr\u00e4golven, leker i rutornas b\u00f6ljande glas och n\u00e5r mig d\u00e4r jag r\u00f6r mig genom nya rum.<\/p>\n

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Det \u00e4r snart en m\u00e5nad sedan jag flyttade. Det \u00e4r inte mycket som \u00e4r sig likt. Utsikten \u00e4r en annan, insikten lika s\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r sk\u00f6rstark. En aning vissen s\u00e5klart. Och \u00e4ven om jag skrattar oftare nu, \u00e4r huden p\u00e5 sj\u00e4len n\u00e5got tunnare. Men det finns en kraft d\u00e4r, en ny sorts styrka. S\u00e4kert en s\u00e5n d\u00e4r man f\u00e5r n\u00e4r man inte har s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga andra alternativ. \u00c4n att just vara stark.<\/p>\n

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Jag tappade b\u00e5de f\u00f6rm\u00e5gan och viljan att skriva och fotografera efter flytten. \u00a0Jag fick n\u00e4stan kramp. Kunde inte lyfta kamera eller penna utan att k\u00e4nna mig stressad. Jagad p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis. En ny erfarenhet f\u00f6r mig. Jag som alltid tidigare kunnat flytt till mina uttryck n\u00e4r verkligheten varit obegriplig eller sv\u00e5r. Jag pratade om det med min terapeut. Hon sa att det snart skulle komma tillbaka. Att jag nog bara beh\u00f6vde landa lite mer. Och s\u00e5 kom hon, min b\u00e4sta v\u00e4n, och p\u00e5minde mig om allt det d\u00e4r jag tycker om att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n

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Jag t\u00e4nker att det \u00e4r med mig som med de f\u00f6rsta sm\u00e5 gr\u00f6na str\u00e5na som v\u00e4xer upp ur askan d\u00e4r en rasande eld dragit fram. F\u00f6rsynt och sakta b\u00f6rjar jag blomma. Lite sent kanske. Lite fel tid. Men inget \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 som det brukar den h\u00e4r vintern, s\u00e5 varf\u00f6r skulle just jag vara annorlunda?<\/p>\n

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Med v\u00e4rme \/\/ Abborrbergs Louise<\/p>\n

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Februari och ett nytt ljus silar in genom de stora och djupa f\u00f6nstren i det vita huset av sten. Det landar p\u00e5 tr\u00e4golven, leker i rutornas b\u00f6ljande glas och n\u00e5r mig d\u00e4r jag r\u00f6r mig genom nya rum. Det \u00e4r snart en m\u00e5nad sedan jag flyttade. Det \u00e4r inte mycket som \u00e4r sig likt. 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